"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined." --Henry David Thoreau


"Service is the rent we pay for being, It is the very purpose of life and not something you do in your spare time."

--Marion Wright Edelman


"The fruit of love is SERVICE. The fruit of service is PEACE" --Mother Teresa

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Moments of Gratitude #3

I'm sitting on my veranda this afternoon, as I usually do every night. Its my moment of relaxation to collect my thoughts of the day and prepare for tomorrow. I love to people watch and my house sits perfect into the side of hill so that I can see everyone that drives by. I can hear the honks of passing buses, children skipping to the bakery and of course the ridiculous sound of goats.

I have this particular neighbor goat that sounds like a baby crying when he "baaaaaa's". Not only does he have a childish sounding scream, but he is a MASSIVE billy goat. Huge black body, tongue as long as a snake and scary looking horns. I'm thinking he could do some damage, but the minute he opens his mouth it makes me laugh.

Today as Im sitting on my veranda admiring the Sea in the distance. Mr. Billy goat decided to jump through the bush and sit on the side of the road, unalarmed by the buzzing cars. A man comes walking down the road and notices the billy goat clearly to close to oncoming traffic and decides to stop for a conversation with Mr. Billy Goat. I watch as he tries to shuuuu him off the road...its not working. Then all of a sudden I hear "Yo boi, ya dunce, get out dah road boi". In English that translates to "Yo boy, ya dumb? Get out of the road". I couldn't help but laugh at this point, as Mr. Billy Goat was obviously not concerned with this gentleman. He just stood there baaaaaaaa-ing at the guy.

Sadly, the guy gave up, threw his hands in the air and kept walking, leaving me chuckling for the next 5 minutes. AHHHH I love Grenada.



This is where Mr. Billy Goat is SUPPOSED to stay. He decided he liked the road much better today.

Mr. Billy Goat hiding in the bush.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

The hardest question I've ever been asked.

There is a notorious question every Peace Corps Volunteer has been asked: Why did you join the Peace Corps? For some people, its a matter of who you're talking to in regards to how you respond. But for the most part, I don't find this a hard question to answer.

But there is one question I have been asked recently that I've really put some deep thought into, partially because I'm not sure I know the extent of the answer yet.

Why would you move to another country to help other people when there are so many people that need help in America, especially children?

Rather then ramble on for paragraph after paragraph (which I can do, see previous posts), I find it more fitting to outline my response in bullet format. This gives me an opportunity to clarify broad examples and you easier reading.

1. Needed change. I have helped the children of America for the last 5 years of my life and plan to for the rest of my being. I dedicated countless hours and poor paying jobs while going to school in order to help the children not only in my community, but the surrounding communities. If you work anywhere around kids you would realize that its easy to get burnt out doing one particular job constantly for an extended period of time. I came to a point in my "career" where I found I needed something more, something that not only lets me help children but lets me explore myself in a deeper sense.

2. Exploring another culture. This one was a big selling point for me, as I come from a very conservative Midwestern culture. There isn't much diversity whether it be religiously, ethnically or economically. I always knew from a young age there was something more to this world than small town Missouri living. I mean that in the most kind hearted way as well; people who know me will tell you just how much I love my roots. But I came to a point in my life where I needed to see whats out there for myself with a new sense of independence and open mindedness. I want to know how other people live, how much Americans take for granted and see for myself how my own bias and judgements come into play.

3. Opening new doors. The Peace Corps experience is something that you cant fully comprehend unless you are a fellow PCV, but that doesn't mean I cant share my experience with others. I find that removing myself from American culture, going to a foreign land with foreign people to bring about new ideas was my opportunity to advance my personal and professional development. The things I'm learning in Grenada are invaluable and something I can take back to the States and use for years to come. Im trying new approaches to old ideas, presenting new ideas to old hearts and creating positive change for the advancement of all. That's something I can bring back to the States and use for the American children, advancing our own child welfare. I would be fooling you if I said I wasn't bringing back valuable knowledge to help the children of America.

4. Empowerment. Not only of myself, but Grenadians, women, children, Americans and men alike. To be given the opportunity to take my American education and bring it to Grenada gives me the opportunity to empower people of a developing third world country to strive for excellence. Most Grenadians have family in the States, families who are working in America and paying taxes in America. They are part of our culture and trying to live the American dream and maybe even getting an American education. Its a cycle my people. If I can empower ONE single person to see the hope and possibility in this world then I have done my job. If I can make one mother realize prostituting her children isn't worth it, or see one child learn to read, or watch as a mother walks away from an abusive husband...then I've done my job here. Its the beauty of grassroots work.

5. Serving my country. Last but not least certainly, I feel honored to be able to serve my country in a PEACEFUL way. If more attention was paid to building relationships with people from other countries, understanding their culture and respecting their customs, I can PROMISE we wouldn't be in a single war. Greg Mortenson is a mentor of mine and someone I have come to deeply respect through his writings in 'Three Cups of Tea' and 'Stones into Schools'. He promotes peace through understanding and respect, educating young women and building sustainable projects in the Middle East. People like him and programs like the Peace Corps build sustainable, respectful and PEACEFUL relationships with host countries and ultimately achieve more then guns and camo ever will. Don't get me wrong, I love our troops and support them completely (I have friends serving now), but I find going about change in a peaceful manner is much more productive for everyone involved.


I may continue to add to this list as my service continues. Its hard to believe I can answer this question after just 6 short months here. But I still think this list isn't complete, there is more to this story...

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Moments of Gratitude #2

Waking up on my own time this morning I realized how quiet and empty my house feels. It was my first night in my own bed for a few days and there wasnt two other bodies in my house. I find myself missing them, but enjoying my normal routine.

I took a shower and laid on my bed listening to music, enjoying the moment of relaxation and taking the last week of events in. Im so grateful to be given this opportunity, but feel such gratitude to be able to show my family my new life here in Grenada.

In just a little over a week I will have another visitor to show my new life to, Ali. Im so grateful that she surprised me with a plane ticket to come visit and I cant wait to show her the isle of Spice.

Until then...I will lounge around the house, jamming to music and appreciating the world around me. :)

PEACE!